Wow. its bee sooo long, I've had this chapter wrote for a couples months now. i finally posting it. working on new one now.
Chapter 8
I climbed into bed later that night.
“So what do you think of a night of just us?” Sidney asked
“how about we wait?”
“for what?”
“your birthday will be coming up.” i touched his chest.”we’re be in cole harbour, we’ll be on at the on the lake, and we can have it to ourselves.” i ran my hand down his chest. He smiled, and grabbed my hand, and pulled me closer. “ mMmmm” he said, i laughed, and he kissed me.
“i’m gonna take that as were gonna wait until your birthday?” he nodded, and kissed my neck.
a week later, i woke up to Sidney kissing my neck.
“mMmmm” i pushed closer to him. he giggled, i slowly opened eyes. he was staring at me. i smiled. i put my hand on his cheek, i ran my thumb along his lips, he kissed my thumb.i closed my eyes.
“can we stay like this forever?” i asked
“we have kids to rise.’ he said, we laughed. “we’re gonna have to start packing at go up Cole harbour.”
“i know, we need to really stop waiting til the last minute.”
“yeah, that we never happen.” i laughed
“Mama!”
“well its time to wake up.
“he called you.” sidney said, and put the blanket over his head.
“daddy!”
“ha.” i said, Dylan walked into our room.
“Aiden took my blanket.”
“come here, little man, you can share mine.” sidney said, Dylan walked around the bed, Sidney picked him up, and put him under the covers, and started tickling him. i smiled, i got up, i felt light headed, i touched y head, then made it to the bathroom.
“are you okay?” sid said
“yeah,’ i said, and went in the bathroom
We got off the plane and went to Sid’s parents before the lake house.
“grandma, grandpa!!” the boys ran into the house.
“our boys.” Tory said picking up Oliver. i walked in the kitchen>
“trina”
“oh, Brittany, honey you guys are here.
“yupp”
“the boys are in the living room.
“Brittany” i turned around Taylor was walking up from the basement.
“hey.” Anthony was behind her. “Hi Anthony”
“hi brittany” he went in the living room
“we have a lot to talk about?” she said
“ the wedding?”
“yes, we picked a date?”
“when?” i asked, as we sat down at the kitchen table.
“end of august “
“next year, or in two years?”
“this year.’
“in a month? like three weeks.”
“yeah”
“do you realize how much stuff you need to get and figure out.”
“yeah, we got a Church, food. flowers, we need my dress you and the girls dress, the guys tux.”
“are you sure you want to do this so soon?”
“yes.”
“okay” Trina walked out if the kitchen.
“Taylor, you know you guys have been together for seven another isn’t going to change how you feel about each other.”
“i know, i just want to be married to him, you must know how it feels-”
“when you look at someone and can’t breathe, or think straight.”
“yes, i just want to be married to him”
“i understand, i still feel like that.”
“really?”
“yeah, really?” I turned around Sidney was standing in the doorway.
“yeah really.” I smiled at him. “don’t you?”
“i mean, is that a trick question?” he asked, I laughed
“anyways did you hear you're sister wedding date?”
“when?”
“three weeks”
“what!?”
“sid.”
“three weeks, Taylor three week weddings take months to plan, don’t you want to have a engagement?”
“we did.”
“Taylor, come on, get real, you want to have a real wedding no something just thrown together”
“its not get gonna be thrown together.”
“and don’t you want to make sure, that this is the right thing to do.”
“Sidney we have been together for seven years.’
“i mean, that what i did when Brittany and I got engaged.”
“What?” I asked
“I mean…. i…..i mean.”
“what?” i asked again.
“I’ll give you two a minute.” Taylor walked out of the kitchen.
“okay, when you asked me to marry you, you weren't sure if you wanted to marry me or not.” i stood up, and crossed my arms
“i wouldn't have asked you if i didn't.”
“i wouldn't have asked you if i didn't.”
“then why did you just say that to her.”
“i was just saying it, so she put it off a little.”
“no no you don’t say things you don’t mean,after 10 years, i know that.”
“ you didn’t have a little bit of doubt?”
“no.” i said “ I was scared, but everyone is, but i never doubt it, after i said yes, I can’t believe after all these year, you doubted us at first.”
“mama!” Aiden yelled, i shook my head, walking past him. He grabbed my arm.
“babe.” i looked at him. “we made it all these years.
“on a lie.”
“Don’t, do not even. Brittany, i have never lied about the way i feel about you, i bought that ring, months before i asked you.”
“mama.”
“so think about that, i might have had my doubt, and yeah i might have been just scared, but one thing i have never doubted it that i love you, and i meant that from the first time i said i love you.” He said, and i just felt like an idiot.
“Come on bud, lets go play.” Sid told Aiden they turned around.
Later that day,Sidney and I still haven't talked
Everyone was sitting down getting ready to eat. I walked pasted the door that go out onto the deck. Sidney was standing out on the deck, with his hands in his back pockets. I stared at him, as he looked out to the backyard. I watched him. I was angry at myself, and felt so stupid at the same time. I opened the door. Walked out on the deck. I walked behind him. I grabbed his arm.
"I'm sorry." I said he lifted his arm. And hugged me.
"Did you really think for a second, that I didn't love you?" He asked
"No, I never thought that you didn't love me, Sidney." I said, "but I'm sorry, That I doubted you, I should never questioned you." I reached for his hand.he grabbed my hand tight. "I'm so sorry, I'm mad at myself. And I feel so stupid."
"Everything's okay."
"Really?" I asked
"Yeah, but you have to know you that, I love you, and I have always. "
"I know." I said he kissed me. I pulled him close.
"Okay, really we can't let her get married in a month." He said
"Why not?" I asked
"Brittany, really? You think it a good idea."
"No, I do think they should enjoy this, for while. I love the time I spent planning our wedding."
“me too.”
“but this is her- their wedding. we had ours.”
“i’m her brother.”
“yupp, and you can’t tell her what to do, you're mom and dad can’t even tell her what to do she an adult.”
“i hate it when you're right.” i looked at him, and smiled, we went inside.
“So Tay when do you went to go look for dresses?” I asked
“oh umm tomorrow okay?” i looked at Sidney.
“yeah, you got the boys.”
“we’ll be okay.”
“yeah,tomorrow good.” i said
The next day.
“ahhh.” i said, Sid kissed my neck.
“that was amazing.” he said.
“i gotta get ready.” I kissed his cheek
“no.” he grabbed me, i laughed
“yes, and you gotta get ready for your boys day.” i smiled, and got out of bed. I wrapped a sheet around me. Sid grabbed his boxers.
"Come on, one more round."
"You said one more round two rounds ago." I smiled, standing in the bathroom doorway.
"What? We woke up early."
"Mama, Daddy." Oliver opened the door, and walked in.
"Woah, dude." Sidney said, I ran in the bathroom and shut the door. "You knock before coming in a room." He told Oliver. I laughed. I put my robe on. I walked out, Oliver was sitting on our bed. I put my hair, up. I looked at Sidney. He smiled.
"How long have you been up?" I asked.
"A while."
"A while." I laughed, Sidney grabbed me, and kissed me.
"Eww stop." Oliver said, I laughed, I wiped sid's lips off.
"Are your brothers up?" Sidney asked
"Nope." He said, I got clothes out, then went and got changed.
I met Taylor at the dress place.
"Hey." I said
"Hi." she hugged me. "We're waiting for a couple more girls."
"Okay." I sat next to Trina.
"What are Sidney and the boys doing today?" She asked
"I don't know. He never said."
"Anthony said he was going to meet them."
"Oh. They're going with Anthony" I said
The rest of the girl showed up.
"I want to do the bridesmaid dresses done first, so they out of the way."
"Great."
We thought dress after dress, finally Taylor picked a color, she like a dark blue. All of us are wearing the same color, but different style. We all had try on the dress and make sure they had them in our sizes, cause the wedding was so soon, so we can't order anything. I tired on my dress on.
"Trina can you zip me up?" I asked
"Umm Britt."
"What?" I asked
"It won't zip."
"Oh, ahh umm oh okay we'll just go up a size." I said, I ran my hand through my hair.
After all the girls got their dresses, Taylor found her dress. I got home that night. I walked in the house. They were outside. Anthony, and Tory was there.
"Hey." I said, I wrapped my arms around Sid’s shoulders from behind.
"Hey, baby." He said, I kissed his cheek. Then I sat on his, lap.
"Anthony she is beautiful."
"Well I know that." He said, I smiled. I looked at Sidney. He smiled back.
"What did you boys do today?" I asked
"Went and got our tuxes.."
"Even the boys?" I asked
"Yupp, Dylan hates it." Sidney said
"Really?"
"Yupp"Anthony said
"He wants nothing to do with it, he fought me about it." Sid said
"Wow."
"Well, I better getting home." Tory said,
"Yeah, me too." Anthony said
"Boys! Grandpa leaving." I yelled
"No." Oliver said Tory picked him up, and give him and hug, Aiden and Dylan hugged him, and Anthony. After they left,
“okay boys time for bed.” I said
“no, mama” Aiden said
“yupp.” Sidney said, We got up
