Chapter 11

The next thing i know, I was in our bedroom, with Taylor getting ready.

"I can't believe I'm this nervous, I wasn't this nervous the first time." I said, I fixed the bottom of my short dress, that just flowed off me.

"It's probably because he planned the whole thing." Tay said

"The whole thing?"

"From the flowers to the dress."

"He picked my dress?"

"Yeah."

"I thought you did."

"No, it was all him."

"Your brother is a very good man." I said, she smiled

"You ready?"

"Yupp"

We went downstairs. There was only a few rows of chairs set up. I seen my parents, Aimee, Adam, Carrie. I wa a just family. I walked over. I seen three of my boys standing at top of the ails.

"There my three handsome boys." I said, they looked so all dress the same.

"Mama! Can we walked you?" Aiden asked

"Of course." I grabbed Aiden hand, Oliver walked beside him, and Dylan grabbed the back of my dress. Holding a stuff animal to his chest. I looked up at Sid. He was smiling from ear to ear. He started laughing, at Dylan. We got down to Sid. I kneel down kissed them. Aiden and Oliver stood behind Sid. Dylan grabbed on to my leg. I smiled, I ruffled his hair.

"Mamas boy." Sid said

"Oh yeah." Everyone laughed

We started the vows. And we said our own vows again. Dylan never left my side.

"Okay. Sidney you may kiss your wife." Sidney smiled, he grabbed my hands. He throw them around his neck, and he dipped me and kissed me hard. He pulled away

"I love you."

"I love you too." I said he pulled me up.  He picked Dylan up. He put his arm around me.

We went Around and talked to family. I went to Sid.

"We should tell them" I whispered

"You sure?" He asked

"Yes."

"Okay."

"Okay, everyone Sidney and I would like to say something's we want to say." I said "first is thank you for being there for us, over the years, guys have been great."

"And I have the most amazing wife ever." Sid said

"Stop." I laughed

"We have a surprised for guys."

"Yes, Sid and I are expecting a little one in February." I said Trina gasped, my mom jumped up.

"Four." Aimee said "are you nuts?"

"That's what I said." Taylor laughed, my mom hugged me.

"Okay, that's eat." I said

After we ate, Sidney and I were walking along the water. The boys were running around.

"So how you feeling?" He asked

"I'm good, better."  I looked ahead Dylan was near the water.

"Dylan get away from the water." I said, he didn't listen start walking on the dock. "Dylan." I said he kept going out. "Sidney."

"Dylan Michael." Sid went after him.

"Dylan." I said, he turned to look at us, and he missed a step, and fell in.

"Dylan." I yelled. Sidney took off running, he jumped in the water.

I ran up the dock.

"Dylan Dylan." Sidney grabbed him, "give me him." Sid lifted him, Dylan put his arms out, he was coughing. I grabbed him, started patted his back. "Dylan you know you're not allowed on here." Sidney yelled using his deep voice. "What were you think--"

"Sidney" I stopped him, I held Dylan close. He kissed the top of Dylan's head. Sidney picked Dylan up, and helped me up. Sidney rubbed Dylan back.

"Oh my god, is he okay?" Trina yelled

Aiden and Oliver were standing on the dock.

"You two." I grabbed both of them by the shoulder

"Ow mama."

"You two stay off this dock too."

"Mama, I can swim." Aiden said

"I don't care." I said,

"Poor baby." Taylor said, Sidney walked right past them all, and into the house.

"You two go with your grandparents." I told them and followed Sidney in the house. He got in the closet and grabbed a towel. He sit him down in the couch. He wrapped the towel around him.

"I want a railing and a gate put up, like I have been saying for years." I yelled

"Okay."

"I mean it, Sidney, that could have been so much worst." I yelled

"I know, breathe. Don't get to worked up." He grabbed my hands. Then Dylan started crying.

"Okay let's get you changed" I want over and picked him up.

I dried him off, got him changed. After that he fell asleep. I went in our bedroom. Sidney was taking off his shirt.

“sorry i yelled at you like that.”

“no you were scared.”

"But it wasn't your fault."

"No, but who else can we yell at if not each other." He grabbed my hand

"Ugh." I grabbed his waist, and put my head on his chest. "I was just so scared."

"I know, baby." He hugged me. I wrapped my arms around him. He kissed the top of my head. "Where Dylan?"

"I got him to sleep."

"Good that's what he needs."

"That what I need."

"Why don't you take a bath, and go to sleep."

"We have people here."

"It's family there'll understand."

"No I'm not that person."

"Dylan's asleep, so sleep babe."

"No." I turned around. "Unzip me" I said,, he did. I went to walk in the bathroom.

"No." He stopped me. "What?" I stopped in the bathroom. There was rose petals everywhere. Candles that weren't yet lite.

"Sidney."

"You ruin it." He said

"Ruin it? You just told me to take a bath."

"I knew you would say no."

"Really?"

"No I kinda forgot about it." He said, I laughed. I grabbed my robe of the back of the door. I hugged him.

"I love you, handsome, and I love it."

"I love you, and we have this to look forward after the boys go to sleep." He said, I kissed him.

"You're the best." I said, he smiled.

I got dressed, into a t-shirts and shorts. I went downstairs with everyone.

"There's mama." Trina said, I smiled I sat on Sid lap.

"Okay, so did you two plan this fourth, or did it just happen?" My mom asked, I looked at sid, we smiled

"We planned it." He said

"Are you two crazy?" Trina laughed

"You have three, mom." I told my mom.

"Yeah, none of you were planned."

"Hey not all four of ours were planned" Sidney said

"Not at all." I said.

"How far along, baby?" Mom asked

"Just about ten weeks"

"Oh early."

"Yeah." Sid said, he put his arm around me.

"Do the boys know?" Tory asked

"No." Sid said

"We're gonna wait a little." I said, looking at them playing with chalk on the patio, I smile. "Aiden might understood when we everyone earlier, he been through it twice, Oliver and Dylan won't have any clue."

About an hour later everyone, went home or to their hotels.

"Okay, boys bed." I said

"No." Oliver said

"Yes, you heard your mother." Sid said picking Oliver "but baths for both of you."

"You want help?"

"Nope, you lock up, and get ready for me." He leaned over. And kissed me. I smiled, throw Oliver over his shoulder.

"Daddy." He laughed,

"Aiden." Sidney yelled

"Coming." He ran in the house, Sidney chased him. I laughed. I shut the door, behind us, I put some stuff away. Shut all the lights off. I went to check on Dylan he was still out. Sidney walked out of the boys bathroom.

"Hey baby." He smiled,

"Hey."

"I gotta grab theirs pjs."

"I'll get them."

"No,"

"Hey, you gonna need help out then to sleep."

"It's Aiden and Oliver not Dylan."

"So."

"Okay."

We got them into bed. We went into our room, I laid back on the bed. We heard them laughing. I looked at Sid.

"Go to --."

"Shh, " I jumped up covered his mouth."you wake Dylan up we're never getting into that bath."

"Yeah, go start the bath, and I'll be back." He said

"Okay." I went in the bathroom. I started running the water. I took all my clothes off. Pulled my hair up. I sat on the edge of the tub.

"I put Oliver in aid- wow."

"You know with all three kids I don't think you've ever seen my completely naked when I was pregnant." I said, he smiled he took off his shirt. Unbuttoned his pants,

"look at that bump" he said, touching my belly. I kissed him. He took his pants off, then went back to light all the candles. I giggles at him.

"What?" He asked

"Nothing." He picked a handful of roses,and throw them in the water. I climbed into the tub. He took off his boxers. And slid in behind me.

"Best idea ever." I laid my head I his chest. He kissed my forehead. He wrapped his arms around me. "Ahh what about the ---."

"Shh they'll knock if they need us."  He pushed me up slowly, and started rubbed my shoulders and back.i rolled my neck back.

"This is better than a orgasm."

"Oh, I'm good" he said, I started laughing some so hard I couldn't stop.

"I can't believe I said that."

"If it's true."

"It is." I grabbed one of his hand, on my shoulder.

"What?" He asked,

"I love you." I kissed his hand.

"I love you too"  he ran his hands down my sides. We washed each other, and just laid there.

"Do you think we're clean?" I asked, he laughed

"Oh yeah."

We got out walked in the room, I changed into one of Sid's shirts, and shorts. I fixed my hair. And went to check in the boys, they all were out. I walked back in our room. Sid was walking out of the bathroom.

"Their out cold."

"Nice."

"Thank you." I wrapped my arms around him. "For everything today, you planned everything yourself. I couldn't asked for a better husband."

"Anything for you, babe." He kissed me. "Now I know you tried get in that bed.." He smacked my butt

"Yes, sir." I laughed,

Two weeks later, we were all getting ready for Taylor's rehearsal dinner. And we were leaving two days after the wedding to go home to Pittsburgh. We were packing too.

"Sidney come on, we're gonna be later." I yelled

"We're done." He came running down the stairs holding Dylan.

"Handsome." I said, he smiled "you two get off that were leaving." I told Aiden and Oliver.

"Do I have to wear these dumb thing?" Aiden asked pulling at his dress pants.

"Yes mister." I said

"Buddy, he have to wear those on game day remember that." Sid said, I smiled at him.

"Okay everyone in the car."

We got there. We got everyone out.

"You're here." Taylor said

"Yeah finally." I said,

"You beautiful sis" Sidney said, giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"Thank you."

"I'm gonna go sit them down, so you can start." Sid said, he walked away.

"How you feeling?" I asked

"I'm so uncomfortable, today."

"Really? How?"

"Sore."

"Any pains?" I asked

"No not really"

"Okay good."

"Good?"

"No I didn't mean good like that, you're fine, I'm sore all the time"

"Okay, but you also, further along."

"You're fine, I'm gonna go have a seat."

We all ate, it was just the family. We were all outside getting ready to leave. The boys were all over Anthony. Taylor watched theme I walked up to her.

"He gonna be a good dad." I said

"He's so good with them"

"Sid loves when he comes over, it gives him break."

"I bet." She said, I looked at Sid , he was leaning up against the car. He smiled at me,

He started walking over to us.

"Babe." He grabbed me.

"Ahh." I laughed, he kissed my neck. "I thought you would gonna pick up me."

"Oh." He grabbed my legs.

"No no."

"No I'm not." He put his arm around me rubbed my back. "Why don't you all come back to our place and we're have a fire" sid said.

"Yeah, that sounds good." Taylor said,

"Okay, well that's get everyone packed up." I said

"Boys, we're going home." I said

"Awwwe no, mom." Aiden said

"Mom? what happened to mama." I said

"Everyone coming to our house." Sid said, the boys ran to the car.

"He called me mom." I said,

"Awe come here, baby." Sid put his arm around me.

We got to our house,

"This place is a mess."

"Oh calm down" Taylor said "it's fine."

"Come on, boys"  Anthony said, they all followed him outside. Tory went with them. "I'm gonna get drinks."

"I'll help." Sid said

"Are you excited?, sis."

"Yeahh," she closed her eye, and took a deep breath.

"Tay."

"I'm okay."

"What's wrong?" Sid said

"Nothing" she breathing started to get heavy.

"Taylor" I said

"No." She grabbed on to the counter. And touched her belly.

"Taylor." Sid said, she fainted Sid caught her

"Oh my god."

"Tay, wake up."

"What happened?" Trina ran in the kitchen.

"Call 911." I said

"Britt, I don't think we--"

"No, she pregnant call 911."

"Oh my." Trina grabbed the phone.

"Anthony." I ran the back door. He was playing with the boys,

"Tory!" Trina yelled from inside, he looked at me.

"Go."

"Anthony." I pulled Dylan away from

"What?"

"Taylor fainted." I said, he ran into the house.

"Hey." Aiden said

"No. " I grabbed Aiden by the back of the shirt. "You guys are staying out here."

I played with the boys. I kept looking at the door. Then I heard sirens

"Mama, what's going on?" Aiden said

"I want daddy." Oliver said

"Oh wait." I picked him up, Sidney walked out of the house.

"Daddy." Oliver said,

"Ollie." Sid took him from me. I looked at him,

"Pregnant?" He asked, putting Oliver down. "How long have you known?"

"A couple weeks." I said "she asked me not to say anything."

"I know." He hugged me, "we gotta go to hospital."

"You go,  I'll stay with the boys."

"No, you gotta come."

"No, baby, someone gotta stay here with the boys she's your sister."

"she's your sister too."

 

After we found someone to watch the boys we were sitting in a waiting room with

Everyone else.anthony was pacing in the waiting room.

"Anthony come one sit down." Trina said

"I'm fine." He said, Sid was tapping his foot really fast.

"Babe." I touched his knee, he looked at me, he looked scared, he looked like when we had our miscarriage. He grabbed my hand. The walked up to us. Trina, Tory, and Sid jumped up. I followed Sid.

"You all can see her now, she just asked if she can see her husband first."

"Oh no." Anthony said. Sid grabbed my hand. I looked up at him. He looked at me and shook his head. He knew, we all knew, it was the same thing Sid and I went though. I wrapped my arms around him.

"After you she is the last person that I want to go through this." Sidney said

"I know." I said Anthony came walking down the hall, he was crying,

"You can see her now." He said, he walked past us, and went outside.

"Go talk to him." I told Sidney, Sid followed him. I looked at Trina and Tory, "Ill wait for you two to talk to her." I sat down, i could see sid and Anthony, outside Sid patted him on the back.  Then Sidney for up and walked inside. I looked at him.he put his hand on my knee.

"I told him I'm not gonna lie, it hurts, and it sucks, and it most likely gonna be harder for them because this was their first baby, but more than anything he has to be there for her." He said

"Very well said, babe."

"Have you seen her?" He asked

"No, Im waiting for your parents." I grabbed his hand. He kissed my forehead.

We finally got in to see Taylor, we both hugged her, she was drained, her eyes were heavy. Sid talked to her some. She kept looking at me.

"Sis, we're here if you need anything, even we us going back soon." Sid said

"We're putting off the wedding." She said

"Til when?" I asked

"We don't know, but we're gonna make sure your there." She looked at Sid.

"You don't have to do that, but thank you." Sidney said

" yes, I do. You're my brother." She said, it was silence, she looked at me I could see the tears in her eyes.

"Hun, why dont you give us a minute or two." I told Sidney, touching his shoulder.

"Oh okay, yeah that sounds good." Sid said standing up, giving Taylor a hug, and a kiss on the cheek. "I'm gonna check on the boys."

"Okay" I closed the door behind him. I looked at Taylor, she started crying.

"Hey, hey." I rubbed her arm.  "It's not gonna be easy, it gonna be hard at first, but--"

"No, Britt i can't--."

"No."

"I can't have children at all."

"Oh my--."

"I'm not able to carry to term."

"Tay."

"I never thought it would be important to me."

"I didn't either, I never wanted kids, but after knowing you had this life inside of you, it makes you want it so much more."

"Yeah."

"Tay, there are so many ways you can have children. Think of all the kids out there that don't have homes. You can have them, when you in a clear mind, And you have time to heal." I said. "This isn't the end, and it's hard it's so hard, but don't push people away I made that mistake, I didn't pick Aiden up for a week, we are here for you, to help you."

"Okayy. It's late get some sleep.  Sure Anthony coming back." I hugged her.

"Love you Britt,"

"Love you too." I walked back out, everyone was in the waiting room. I put my arms around Sidney.

"She getting some sleep, she waiting for you, Anthony." I said,

"let's go home." Sid said

"Go get our boys." We walked to the car. Sid opened the door. I looked at him.

"What?" He asked, I started crying. "Hey, hey."  He wrapped his around me. "It was so long ago, and I never thought it would come up again, we lost a baby."

"Yes, we did."

"It's different when you see someone go through it." I said, he wiped my face.

"We have three beautiful boys, and a little one on the way."

"You're right, you're right!"

"It's okay, to think about it, and miss the baby, it's not wrong, just remember everything we have now." He said

"I know, I know." He kissed me. We got in the car. Made on way home.

The next morning, I felt the bed move.

"Mama." I opened one eye, Dylan was crawling up the bed. I smiled

"Hey, leave mama alone, she sleeping." Sid said, walking out of the bathroom.

"He's fine."

Sid climbed back in bed.

"Come here, baby." I pulled Dylan into a hug."Are you the only one awake?"

"Yeah." Dylan said, I rubbed Dylan head pushing his hair back.until we both fell back asleep. Until I heard Oliver yelling at Aiden.

"Aiden stop it!!!" He yelled "I'm gonna tell mama."

"No your not! You two are gonna go downstairs, and eat your breakfast" Sid Said, I heard the bedroom door open a little. I opened my eyes.

"Hey your awake."

"Yeah." I looked at Dylan he was still asleep. "What time is it?" I asked.

"Ten."

"Ugh." Dylan rolled over, he lifted his head up, he hair was all pushed up on one side, he looked at me.  

"Hey, baby." I laughed

"Mama." He said, laying his head back down

"Oh no, we're getting you changed and something to eat." Sidney picked him up, I looked at clock.

"Is it really almost 11?" I asked

"Yeah"

"Ohh" I said starting to get up

"Babe, if you're tired stay."

"No no, I'm getting up." I stood up. I grabbed his upper arm. He smiled at me, Dylan had he's head on his shoulder. I leaned up, he kissed me. "I'm gonna get shower, you okay??" I asked

"Yeah, I'm fine, the two are downstairs eating, im gonna get him changed."

"Okay, I'll be quick."

"Your fine, hun"  I jumped in the shower real fast, got dress and made my way downstairs.

"There's my babies." I kissed Aiden forehead.

"eww, mama."

"Aww be quiet." I said, messed Oliver's hair up. Sid was on the phone.

"Okay, so she doing better?" I heard him ask. I put my hand on his back, he looked at me. "Did they say when she gonna able to come home?" He asked, "today" he mouthed, I nodded my head. I grabbed a water out of the frig. I got off the phone, walked up to me, and put his hand on my stomach, and kissed my cheek "I love you." He said

"I love you too,Hun." I rubbed his arm "she's okay?"

"As okay as she gonna be." He said  "I told her I would take care of somethings for her, You okay with that?"

"Yeah, I'm fine with that. What do you have to do?"

"cancel, most of the stuff for today, my mom call most of the people, so if anyone

Shows up, tell them the wedding was put off."

"Do you Need any help?"

"No, you have your hands full." He put his hand my stomach, and rubbed it. I put my hand on his.

"Hey, you can't treat me, like something gonna happen now."

"I know, watching her go thought that. I can't see you go through that again."

"You're not babe, everything is going be fine, I'm healthy, the baby is healthy." I kissed him, and put my arms around him. He kissed my neck. "Okay, now go help your sister, I'm gonna start packing."

"Okay, if you need to rest make them take nap."

"Okay, okay. Go." I kissed him again.

"I love you." He said

"I love you too." He grabbed his keys and out the door his went.

"Okay, boys!" I turned around to them. "Who wants to help mama pack."

"Not me." Aiden said, Oliver looked at him.

"Nope." He shook his head.

"You only said no because bubba said no."

"I know." I laughed.

"Don't worry Dylan will help me."

"How's he gonna help? He's a baby."

"Hey, be nice Dylan's a big boy." I picked him up. "Right?" I asked, Dylan nodded.

Five hours later, three loads of clothes, four suitcases. 3 screaming kids. I was almost done I sit on the couch, grabbed my phone I had a missed call and three texts from Sid.

'How's it going?'

'Are the boys being good for you?'

'I'm almost done'  

I was gonna call him, and I heard a crash.

"Mama!" I started running up the stairs. They weren't in their rooms. I walk into

Our room. Dylan was crying. Sitting on the floor.

"What happened?" I asked

"Aiden throw a toy a Dylan." Oliver said

"Is that what broke the lamp?" I asked,picking up Dylan. "Aiden?"

"Yeah, I didn't mean to."

"I don't care go to your room."

"Mom"

"Aiden." I told him, and pointed out of the room.

"Britt!" I heard Sid yelled from downstairs.

"Daddy." Aiden said

"No, room now." I said, Oliver ran past me, to Sidney.

"Oh dude, be careful on the steps." Sidney said, he came up the steps holding Oliver over his shoulder. "What's going on?" He asked

"Daddy, I didn't--"

"Nope room!" I said

"What?" Sid asked, putting Oliver down, and take Dylan from me. I walked in our room.

"The lamp."

"Yeah." He put Dylan on the bed. I kneeled down to start picking up the glass.

"Babe." He said "babe, stop!" He put his hand on my shoulder. "Babe."

"What?" I asked

"Let me do that." He said,I got up, and sat on the bed. Dylan crawled over to me. I put him on my lap "Thank you." I said
"You're welcome, Hun." He said "have they been like this all day?"
"No not really." I said, rocking Dylan to sleep. "He needs a nap though, He hasn't slept all day." Dylan put his head on my chest. Sid grabbed the lamp.
"I'm putting his in the garbage outside"
"Okay," I stood up, put Dylan head on my shoulder, and rubbed his back.
"Have you seen your sister?" I asked as we walked downstairs.
"For a little tired, she got home right before I left, she looks better."
"That's good."
"Yeah, I was worried."
"Is Anthony with her?"
"Oh he hasn't left her side."
"Good good!"I Said, Sid went outside throw that away. I laid Dylan on the couch he was out.
"Mama." Aiden Yelled
"Come on down, bubba."  I said, came running down the stairs, "ahh slowly.... Hey." I grabbed him, "you can't throw things okay, not at things, your brothers, anything.. Got it."
"Got it, mama." Aiden said
"Okay, go play."
"Daddy let go play!" He told Sid as he was walking back in the house
"You go play, I'm gonna hang with mama, and make some dinner." Sid said
"What do you want for dinner?" I asked, he kissed my neck. "Sid."
"Umm," he kissed me again, and put his arms around me. Then placed his hands on my stomach. "Want to cook out?"
"That sounds good!" I said,
"Okay."
"Okay." He kissed my cheek.. and ran into the kitchen. I laughed

Couple days later we were all ready to go back to Pittsburgh sid was ready to get back to work. Aiden, and Oliver was going to school.
We walked into home at Pittsburgh, the ran past us. And upstairs. I put the bags at the bottoms of the stairs.I went into the kitchen and got a glass of water.

"Are you okay?" Sid followed

"Yeah, the plane ride give me a upset stomach." He kissed my forehead, getting a glass too.

"I'm tired." I said, putting my hand on my stomach.

"When do we tell them?" Sid asked, grabbing my hand.

"I think we should give it some time." I said,

"Okay."

"I'm gonna go unpacked."I yawned

"No."

"No?" I asked

"Go take a nap, unpacking can wait." He said "want some tea?"

"That sounds amazing." I said,

"Okay, go get comfy." He kissed me. I went and changed, and climb on the couch.